Hopefully next year would be a good one. 23 more days till the Europe Trip. I pray that everything will go well. I do hope to get closer with God next year and i guess my theme of this year is " Finding God". Blessed year. Amen!
Saturday, 30 December 2017
31/12/2017
Goodbye 2017, Hello 2018.. It had been a long long ride with many ups and down. Manage to travel YAY!! The record of travelling every year from my 20s stays. Pretty much learn more about God this whole year compared to my entire life. I am glad i found a belief i can hold dearly to. Christmas came so Celebration as usual except Busted could not gather together due to work. But i am glad we are still in contact with each other frequently. I met some of the old friends to catch up which sums up the whole Dec, "Catch up".
Hopefully next year would be a good one. 23 more days till the Europe Trip. I pray that everything will go well. I do hope to get closer with God next year and i guess my theme of this year is " Finding God". Blessed year. Amen!
Hopefully next year would be a good one. 23 more days till the Europe Trip. I pray that everything will go well. I do hope to get closer with God next year and i guess my theme of this year is " Finding God". Blessed year. Amen!
Tuesday, 28 November 2017
29/11/2017
Yay!! Birthday Month!! I guess my hype for birthday is OVER! im not as excited as i am the past 22 years. Perhaps adulthood had already hit in hard into my life. After last year, i learnt not to have high expectation. But yeah, still a pretty good month.
Met some of the army guys at Hafeez Wedding. Im glad that we manage to catch up with each other and i guess army life was idiotic, funny and a place where you laugh at the retarded things you did there. My parents brought me out to eat for my Birthday cause i wanted to eat Kang kong and durian. Dad also ordered quite a number of durian for me. I was grateful I spend some time talking to someone about God on that day itself. I hope i did make a little impact in his life. Moving on, went out with Kat for dinner at Tolidos cafe. The place is amazing and i had been going to that place every week since Godpa went back to New Zealand. Thankful for this month and Thankful for God watching over me. Blessed. Amen!
Met some of the army guys at Hafeez Wedding. Im glad that we manage to catch up with each other and i guess army life was idiotic, funny and a place where you laugh at the retarded things you did there. My parents brought me out to eat for my Birthday cause i wanted to eat Kang kong and durian. Dad also ordered quite a number of durian for me. I was grateful I spend some time talking to someone about God on that day itself. I hope i did make a little impact in his life. Moving on, went out with Kat for dinner at Tolidos cafe. The place is amazing and i had been going to that place every week since Godpa went back to New Zealand. Thankful for this month and Thankful for God watching over me. Blessed. Amen!
Saturday, 4 November 2017
04/11/2017
Celebrated Shak's and Kat's birthday in October and pretty much just hanging out with Godpa most of the time. I am glad this was a smooth going month. Met Josh, Khairi and Stanley for Bingsu while meeting a new friend too. I was mind blown by the fact where i met this customer who launched a book of his journey about life and travelling. We clicked when we told each other about how we love spending time alone. As Godpa is heading back to New Zealand, i will be taking this time to date myself, to know more about myself and actually study the Bible. I hope i wont be making empty promises. Thank God for the month of October. Somehow i got over the birthday month thing and i am not expecting anything for my birthday like the previous years. I am happy with my life, pretty much. Amen!
Sunday, 8 October 2017
08/10/2017
September was pretty smooth compared to the previous month. HIMYM group finally met up after a while. My family had a BBQ at Pasir ris Park and I booked my ticket to Iceland, Scotland Edinburgh and England Manchester. YAY!!! I been spending quite a lot of time with Godpa too. Im excited for the trip and i pray that all will go well.
Pretty much clear all the misunderstanding with the group hence we start to meet each other again. BBQ was great as the whole family gather to spend time together. It was CNY when we last had everyone gathered together. I was glad we had a good time. I also went for a class on marketing which lead to me learning a important lesson. I learn that you need a core. you can sell anything but what make you unique that people would buy from you? Hence, i learn that my core was to Give Love to people. Funny thing during class, the trainer will call out names and those who were chosen will present what their core is. Somehow I felt the Lord was telling me that the trainer was going to call out my name. My heart pumped really quickly but LOL RP gave me enough training and experience to present. True enough, the trainer said he find this person very unique and also said that he like to eat BCM hence he is calling this person out.. He called my name out. Then i was pretty surprise that a lot of them who were attending the class went "WOW", "where is your stall?".. I told them that my product that i sell is BCM and my core was to Give Love. They were impressed. Jesus really do look after me. HAHAHAH. Pretty good month and i thank God for it. AMEN!
Pretty much clear all the misunderstanding with the group hence we start to meet each other again. BBQ was great as the whole family gather to spend time together. It was CNY when we last had everyone gathered together. I was glad we had a good time. I also went for a class on marketing which lead to me learning a important lesson. I learn that you need a core. you can sell anything but what make you unique that people would buy from you? Hence, i learn that my core was to Give Love to people. Funny thing during class, the trainer will call out names and those who were chosen will present what their core is. Somehow I felt the Lord was telling me that the trainer was going to call out my name. My heart pumped really quickly but LOL RP gave me enough training and experience to present. True enough, the trainer said he find this person very unique and also said that he like to eat BCM hence he is calling this person out.. He called my name out. Then i was pretty surprise that a lot of them who were attending the class went "WOW", "where is your stall?".. I told them that my product that i sell is BCM and my core was to Give Love. They were impressed. Jesus really do look after me. HAHAHAH. Pretty good month and i thank God for it. AMEN!
Thursday, 31 August 2017
31/08/2017
August 2017, full of ups and down. Great Grandma passed away which i kind of expected it to happen because i knew it would be a test for the fast. Godpa came back from New Zealand. YAY!! I remember crying so hard in the Library, in Godpa's room cause i just couldnt understand why my parents where leading me to confusion. All i wanted was to have a noodle stall, have a really happy family and be a good son to my parents. But i guess life dont always give you what you want. I had to fight so hard just to get these simple wishes. I was so sad for a period of time. Thank God He was around for me and Godpa's encouragement. I guess there must be a reason for me to go through all these trails and tribulation.
I havent felt such a strong anointing since that time when i was still an intern and went for the healing service. I was glad i clear things up with my parents and things got better. I am still struggling with some of my problems but i hope God solve them for me soon. Been working every day till 2pm and head out to let off steam. I guess i got use to this life style. Might be running the shop during the afternoon and night in the coming months. We see!! Thank God for the month, Thank God for his love, Thank God for the good and bad times. I already met 4 new people who i am still at shock at base on how we met but yeah. I look forward to more of these impromptu random chats from God.Amen!
I havent felt such a strong anointing since that time when i was still an intern and went for the healing service. I was glad i clear things up with my parents and things got better. I am still struggling with some of my problems but i hope God solve them for me soon. Been working every day till 2pm and head out to let off steam. I guess i got use to this life style. Might be running the shop during the afternoon and night in the coming months. We see!! Thank God for the month, Thank God for his love, Thank God for the good and bad times. I already met 4 new people who i am still at shock at base on how we met but yeah. I look forward to more of these impromptu random chats from God.Amen!
Friday, 28 July 2017
29/07/2017
The Month of ORD, the month of a new chapter in life, the
month of surprises both good and bad, the month of struggle and finding God.
FINALLY ORD!!! THE long awaited 2 years of freedom. I finally got my pink
identification card back. Receive many well wishes for my future from the
company. I definitely enjoy my time there such as going to the gym during lunch
time, take a nap when I am tired and the endless laughter I had etc. God really
did put me in a place where I did learn things and met many many people whom in
some way shape the person I become today. I am truly bless and although
sometimes I still curse and swear at the camp that I was in, deep inside I
still think I am a lucky man to be able to make mistakes and get away with it
or literally had ample of time to do what I want to do in camp. The two years
was worth I guess. Thank God.
Before I ORDed, Godpa head back to New Zealand. I recalled
we went to polyclinic to get 2 days MC so that I don’t have to go back to camp
and spend time with him. God seems to hear my prayer to get 2 days MC. I head
to the washroom to take a dump and it so happen to be my turn to have
consultation with the doctor hence Godpa head in and said “sorry my son is
having a really terrible stomachache and he is in the washroom”. I came back
and he told me the whole summary of the event, I went in and the Oscar acting
skills that God gave me didn’t come to a waste. I told the doctor I got stomach
flu and he gave the MC.. YAY! I pretty much enjoy the whole time with Godpa, we
always talk about nonsense but in the midst of the nonsense, he will randomly
tell me stuff about God which amazes me so much. I guess I came to a point
where I can talk nonstop about God because He really did a lot of amazing or
should I say unexpected things for me. Godpa challenged me to do a bible fast
where I don’t watch TV or surf the net or anything else except for reading the
Bible and reading anything about God. I took it and hence leading to the month
of struggles and finding God.
The four Virgins went to KL like finally because we had been
saying that we will travel sometime soon but it never came to past. But this
time it did and I thank God it did. I pretty much enjoy eating almost
everything that is sold in Singapore but it was way more expensive here. Bought a Cargo pants too. The MAC fried
Chicken that they sold in KL was soooo good. I ate it almost every day in the
trip and ended every night with monopoly deal. Though I saw some things I didn’t
like, I thank God that he show me what I had to know. Unexpected I guess. But I
thank God that in the trip that I had found a friend closer than a Brother. The word of God stays. As much as I am
disappointed, I am happy too. I remember I tried so hard not to watch TV
because the fast had started on the day Godpa left. It was really tough where
everyone was watching and you had to face your back to the television. I came back after the trip feeling really
lonely because I guess that’s where the real wilderness starts. It was so bad.
I never felt so alone before. Before the trip, I still had my friends in the
company to pass the loneliness but after the trip, the path to finding God had just
started.
I took a break for a week before going full time helping my
dad, learning everything that I need to know to run a BCM stall. I must admit
that I had the part where I had to wake
up at 5 but I really could get use to this lifestyle. I like the part where
customers come over and talk to you, I like that part where they finish the
bowl clean and also the collecting of the money. I like the environment of the
coffee shop. I pray that I will get better and in future, run a stall by
myself. As the day pass by, I am living one day at a time. Reading the bible,
talking to God and helping out at the stall. As much as I do wish Godpa come
back really fast, i think this whole struggle is good for me to know where I
stand and how much I would do to find God. I will be so happy if I actually see
him face to face. Many questions to ask and so much to know. Encik Bala also
gave me an ORD treat which I am thankful for. I have come to the end of the
army chapter of my life and now, the BCM chapter officially starts. Thank God
for the eventful month. I pray he continue to watch over my family and friends,
I pray he sees me soon and I thank him to everything. AMEN.
Friday, 30 June 2017
30/06/17
I took my wisdom tooth out this month which leads to two weeks of MC!! YAY! I end up hanging out with Godpa. I am going to ORD in 13 days times which i am pretty much looking forward to and at the same time dreading it to come. I hate the part where i gain my freedom but i need to settle down and get my life on track. Working almost everyday seems boring and lifeless. We became slaves to money, giving our time and effort in exchange for money doesn't seem to excite me anymore. Edmund came back from Australia for a short period of time. JING KAI EN is back at it again with Brayani and NAN.
I thank God for always watching over me and helping me in so many ways. I remember i was in great pain as i cant even walk normally while i stayed at Kai En's house. I keep praying and praying to Him " please help me" and the most amazing thing is that i felt so much better than the previous night where it took me so much effort to even stand. Another time i felt God heard my prayer was when i told Him i dont want to reach Kat's house at 9, please help. . But i ended really late for duty and grab didnt had a promo at all. I gave up all hope of reaching there at 9 and told God "alright, the 2 hour ride it is".. Suddenly, "Oi" came from the back and i turn around, i saw Major Roger asking me to take a hitch in his car to Paya Lebar MRT. I literally thank God straight away and super amaze at how things worked out. God is good all the time. Head to Shak's house for Hari Raya. Awesome foody!
Will be heading to Kl next month with the four virgins which i hope all will go well. Shak's and Kat's boyfriend would be joining us. I pray it will be Good and as time draws me nearer to 13th july, i pray God will show me what he had in mind for me. Bless you Lord. AMEN
I thank God for always watching over me and helping me in so many ways. I remember i was in great pain as i cant even walk normally while i stayed at Kai En's house. I keep praying and praying to Him " please help me" and the most amazing thing is that i felt so much better than the previous night where it took me so much effort to even stand. Another time i felt God heard my prayer was when i told Him i dont want to reach Kat's house at 9, please help. . But i ended really late for duty and grab didnt had a promo at all. I gave up all hope of reaching there at 9 and told God "alright, the 2 hour ride it is".. Suddenly, "Oi" came from the back and i turn around, i saw Major Roger asking me to take a hitch in his car to Paya Lebar MRT. I literally thank God straight away and super amaze at how things worked out. God is good all the time. Head to Shak's house for Hari Raya. Awesome foody!
Will be heading to Kl next month with the four virgins which i hope all will go well. Shak's and Kat's boyfriend would be joining us. I pray it will be Good and as time draws me nearer to 13th july, i pray God will show me what he had in mind for me. Bless you Lord. AMEN
Saturday, 27 May 2017
28/05/2017
Went to Malaysia, Penang and Langkawi with Godpa, Kat and Tolley. I really enjoy this whole entire trip. It felt like i had another family, family in Christ. Joyful, lovely and full of laughter. I havent feel like that for a long long time. Its amazing how all of us each come from different family yet we had so much fun chatting, laughing and totally enjoying the hearty atmosphere. Godpa said this is what Christ is, he was with us and at that point of time, we had forgotten all our troubles and misery. I could still remember the whole entire scene. Beautiful!
I did my brows, ate durian, did my toenails for some weird reason and had lots of free food. Godpa did all the planning for the trip, it was great break for Tolley while Kat and i just turn into kids, talking nonsense all the time. I haven't been a kid for such a long time. It really tiring to mature and acting all fine even when shit is thrown to you. Thank God for the trip and holiday. I been writing lots of song and i went to a workshop that require me to hand in the song so yeah.
My parents didnt approve that i am a Christian now. I guess i'll just take things one at a time. I havent cried so hard for a long time. But same old same old, once the tears stop you just pick yourself up, look to God and carry on walking with trust that He will make everything better. I like how Kat told me its like a milestone for all the things i been through. Well, i guess all this makes me lean to Jesus more than ever. So God Bless the coming months and i pray He will carry on watching over my family and friends. Amen.
Saturday, 29 April 2017
29/04/2017
April rains as the wind takes the days away. 2.5 more months to ORD!!! Finally downloaded the ORD app. Gonna go to Penang with Kat, Godpa and Tolley in May. Went to ColdPlay concert which was like a last minute thing as both Rudy and his Brother cannot make it. It was so good and they played the song that i wanted them to play live. I enjoyed myself very much and i have been hanging out with Godpa quite a lot this month, i learnt so much about God from him which i am pretty glad i met the correct teacher. AMEN!!
Have been writing songs this week too. Got back to researching on my trip to London, Iceland and Manchester which i plan to go in December. Hopefully it will come as plan. Medical appointment have been planned out properly and i really thank God for 11B cause it pays for all my medical bill. Godpa told Kat, Jude and i to watch this movie called "The shack". He said its God way of introducing himself to the world through a movie. I like it a lot and it did blow my mind in some part of the movie. I really love how the movie taught me so much and i felt so touched and love. Bless the Lord. Blessed April. AMEN!!
Have been writing songs this week too. Got back to researching on my trip to London, Iceland and Manchester which i plan to go in December. Hopefully it will come as plan. Medical appointment have been planned out properly and i really thank God for 11B cause it pays for all my medical bill. Godpa told Kat, Jude and i to watch this movie called "The shack". He said its God way of introducing himself to the world through a movie. I like it a lot and it did blow my mind in some part of the movie. I really love how the movie taught me so much and i felt so touched and love. Bless the Lord. Blessed April. AMEN!!
Saturday, 25 March 2017
26/03/2017
This Month was one of the hardest to go through ever. I am so glad that i got over it with God's grace and love. My parents found out that i had been baptised and i got a lot of shit from my mother. Though that happen, i am relieve that they know where i stand now. HUAT.. AMEN!! Went for my niece birthday party and i thank God that i am going to the right church.. I been learning so much about Him and hopefully i will learn more about him. I got into the song writing lesson too. GODPA IS BACK!!
I will never forget that moment where i had to open the letter in front of my Mum and she start saying things that was not very nice. I literally face palm myself and i was like FUCKKKKKK!! Oh well, thank God my cousin came over that day or else... Actually, this few months of struggle of telling my parents where i accepted Christ finally ended. SUPER GLAD AND THANK YOU JESUS! Godpa came back from New Zealand after last December. Really had a very good time with him and i really felt he was another BEST friend that God send to me. Come to think of it, i still cant thank the Lord enough for all the things He done for me and the blessing He gave me. Cant wait to see Him soon.
Niece birthday at the Chalet and as i was talking to my cousins, i cant seem to see myself with kids and being a father. I just know that there is still lots and lots of wonderful things to do, to see. Many many countries to see and i know im not ready to settle down yet. Though sometimes, it felt good to have a company beside but i guess God know i should be single still. Would be looking forward to whatever He will send to me. Bless you Father.
Hopefully in times to come, i would learn more about the Lord and I believe that Bless is thee who trust in Him. This quote had been stuck on to me since 2014. I believe that greater miracle and greater blessing will come. Bless the Father, Bless you Jesus, Bless you Holy Spirit and Bless all of the people i know. Bless you! Amen!
I will never forget that moment where i had to open the letter in front of my Mum and she start saying things that was not very nice. I literally face palm myself and i was like FUCKKKKKK!! Oh well, thank God my cousin came over that day or else... Actually, this few months of struggle of telling my parents where i accepted Christ finally ended. SUPER GLAD AND THANK YOU JESUS! Godpa came back from New Zealand after last December. Really had a very good time with him and i really felt he was another BEST friend that God send to me. Come to think of it, i still cant thank the Lord enough for all the things He done for me and the blessing He gave me. Cant wait to see Him soon.
Niece birthday at the Chalet and as i was talking to my cousins, i cant seem to see myself with kids and being a father. I just know that there is still lots and lots of wonderful things to do, to see. Many many countries to see and i know im not ready to settle down yet. Though sometimes, it felt good to have a company beside but i guess God know i should be single still. Would be looking forward to whatever He will send to me. Bless you Father.
Hopefully in times to come, i would learn more about the Lord and I believe that Bless is thee who trust in Him. This quote had been stuck on to me since 2014. I believe that greater miracle and greater blessing will come. Bless the Father, Bless you Jesus, Bless you Holy Spirit and Bless all of the people i know. Bless you! Amen!
Friday, 24 February 2017
25/02/2017
February 2017 ends in a flash and bang!! MARCH!! Jing Kai Ed group will have to take a break first as Edmund will be heading by to Australia for his Uni. End of the first batch of PES E BMT. Went for Ram's Birthday and this pretty much sums up the whole February.
Ed return back to his hometown while leaving Kai en and i back in Singapore. Jing Kai Ed with Camel had one last meal together at a Indian stall which sells really amazing NAAN. Ending the day with ice cream. I will miss the three of us together being retarded etc. I will miss the times where i stay over at Ed's house to cook, movie marathon and also having dinner with his Dad. Good times like this will stay in me. Bless to know him and Thank God for him. Pes E BMt ended the first batch and we are having our lull now. HUAT AH, I been researching on the upcoming Europe trip which i plan to go during November period. Hopefully everything will go according to plan and i really pray to God that he let me have one heck of a trip before i settle down and focus on my career. Went for Rams 21st birthday too. The food that his mum prepared is AWESOME as always.
It was time to send Ed off and the old guys from BMT came to send him off. Meet and chat up with them to have dinner before meeting Ed. Bought him the chocolate bread that he requested and i hope he like the gift that HQ got for him. Hopefully Jing Kai Ed will meet up together soon and thank God for the wonderful month. May the remaining months, if not more or as awesome as this month. Blessed and AMEN!
Ed return back to his hometown while leaving Kai en and i back in Singapore. Jing Kai Ed with Camel had one last meal together at a Indian stall which sells really amazing NAAN. Ending the day with ice cream. I will miss the three of us together being retarded etc. I will miss the times where i stay over at Ed's house to cook, movie marathon and also having dinner with his Dad. Good times like this will stay in me. Bless to know him and Thank God for him. Pes E BMt ended the first batch and we are having our lull now. HUAT AH, I been researching on the upcoming Europe trip which i plan to go during November period. Hopefully everything will go according to plan and i really pray to God that he let me have one heck of a trip before i settle down and focus on my career. Went for Rams 21st birthday too. The food that his mum prepared is AWESOME as always.
It was time to send Ed off and the old guys from BMT came to send him off. Meet and chat up with them to have dinner before meeting Ed. Bought him the chocolate bread that he requested and i hope he like the gift that HQ got for him. Hopefully Jing Kai Ed will meet up together soon and thank God for the wonderful month. May the remaining months, if not more or as awesome as this month. Blessed and AMEN!
Saturday, 28 January 2017
29/01/2017
YAY 2017 January was a good start to this year. CNY AT JANUARY AND 2017 MEANS IM GONNA ORD IN 6 MONTHS TIME. HUAT AH! I also got baptist this month, the old guys from HRI had a gathering and hahah MORE LOVE FROM GOD TO ME. HUAT AH!
I decided to be baptise and head back to church. I remember on the day itself, it was two more before it was my turn. God decided to send a huge rain and baptised me himself. LOL. I was in the rain for quite a while and waited for the rain to stop before getting baptised. I was glad that Kat came and Godpa also gave his blessing to me. I spend a lot on Birthday present this month cause God decided to put all my family members birthday in the first two months of the year. BROKE.
Head to Edmund house for the last stay at his house and finishing our movie marathon with Fresh off the boat. Good times really flies. I cant thank God enough to let me met people who are really good to me. I am indeed bless. Ed organised a gather for the HRI old guys. We drank and talk shit which make me feel that old times were really good although we were under Anson. We're much bonded etc. Good old times.
NEXT, CNY!!!!!! HUAT AH, i always look forward to two things during CNY was the reunion dinner and the first day of CNY. Thank God that my Grandma was able to come back home for the dinner cause she had been staying in the hospital for a long time. Thank God that the whole entire family was able to make it for the dinner. We had a great time eating together and also cleaning up the place. The feeling of a noisy yet warmly home really felt amazing. I pray and hope to God that it will last really really long, forever would be better but nothing does so i guess i have to cherish these times.First day where everyone gather together and gamble. HAHAHA, The atmosphere and the time were people would actually make time to get together is only during CNY. Houses would be really loud till midnight, people shouting for blackjack etc. In conclusion, i really like CNY because family members get to see each other again and have a common topic to talk to each other, GAMBLE!!!
This month is a pretty good one and I pray that this year would be a total blessed and anointing one to all of us. Blessed is thee who trust in him. AMEN!
I decided to be baptise and head back to church. I remember on the day itself, it was two more before it was my turn. God decided to send a huge rain and baptised me himself. LOL. I was in the rain for quite a while and waited for the rain to stop before getting baptised. I was glad that Kat came and Godpa also gave his blessing to me. I spend a lot on Birthday present this month cause God decided to put all my family members birthday in the first two months of the year. BROKE.
Head to Edmund house for the last stay at his house and finishing our movie marathon with Fresh off the boat. Good times really flies. I cant thank God enough to let me met people who are really good to me. I am indeed bless. Ed organised a gather for the HRI old guys. We drank and talk shit which make me feel that old times were really good although we were under Anson. We're much bonded etc. Good old times.
NEXT, CNY!!!!!! HUAT AH, i always look forward to two things during CNY was the reunion dinner and the first day of CNY. Thank God that my Grandma was able to come back home for the dinner cause she had been staying in the hospital for a long time. Thank God that the whole entire family was able to make it for the dinner. We had a great time eating together and also cleaning up the place. The feeling of a noisy yet warmly home really felt amazing. I pray and hope to God that it will last really really long, forever would be better but nothing does so i guess i have to cherish these times.First day where everyone gather together and gamble. HAHAHA, The atmosphere and the time were people would actually make time to get together is only during CNY. Houses would be really loud till midnight, people shouting for blackjack etc. In conclusion, i really like CNY because family members get to see each other again and have a common topic to talk to each other, GAMBLE!!!
This month is a pretty good one and I pray that this year would be a total blessed and anointing one to all of us. Blessed is thee who trust in him. AMEN!
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