28/05/2017

Went to Malaysia, Penang and Langkawi with Godpa, Kat and Tolley. I really enjoy this whole entire trip. It felt like i had another family, family in Christ. Joyful, lovely and full of laughter. I havent feel like that for a long long time. Its amazing how all of us each come from different family yet we had so much fun chatting, laughing and totally enjoying the hearty atmosphere. Godpa said this is what Christ is, he was with us and at that point of time, we had forgotten all our troubles and misery. I could still remember the whole entire scene. Beautiful!

I did my brows, ate durian, did my toenails for some weird reason and had lots of free food. Godpa did all the planning for the trip, it was great break for Tolley while Kat and i just turn into kids, talking nonsense all the time. I haven't been a kid for such a long time. It really tiring to mature and acting all fine even when shit is thrown to you. Thank God for the trip and holiday. I been writing lots of song and i went to a workshop that require me to hand in the song so yeah. 

My parents didnt approve that i am a Christian now. I guess i'll just take things one at a time. I havent cried so hard for a long time. But same old same old, once the tears stop you just pick yourself up, look to God and carry on walking with trust that He will make everything better. I like how Kat told me its like a milestone for all the things i been through. Well, i guess all this makes me lean to Jesus more than ever. So God Bless the coming months and i pray He will carry on watching over my family and friends. Amen.