Saturday, 18 January 2014

Love,Like,Attracted.

Well,as a teenager and as a ordinary guy who wanted to fall in hopelessly in love with some one.I havent really been in a relationship before.Yes,few dates and that all.It's just that the first date always tells you everything and your gut feeling just tells you that its gonna make it or break it.Yes,crushes only last for a few months,weeks or even days.But after 3 months,i really think that i fall in love with someone.I cant say how,i dont know how it happen and i dont know how or what made me actually fall in love with that one person.Maybe i should not use the word Love.But i admit i am pretty attracted her.I didnt really like her at first but the Universal and God just somehow manage to change the tide around.To be honest,i really dont know what to do with her.I asked around all my girl friends that are close to me and they told me that there is a chance that she knows i like her too.But now,come to think of it i still dont know how she feel about me.A lot of people including her(she doesnt know that she is the one) have told me to take the leap cause the guys will always have to do the first move before the other party.I mean what do i have to lose.Its either she didnt feel the same way towards me or she does.What i am most afraid of will be the after effect.If she were to reject me and it would be so awkward for both of us.Yes,that is what is holding me back from confessing to her.Perhaps i just had to do what i need to do and have no regrets after that.I mean regret is really the worst thing that one can have in their life.I keep waiting for a sign,kept trying to observe the things she do and start to discuss with my friend if that is the sign.Damn!Maybe i will never know how it feels like to have a relationship at this age.Maybe she and i were never meant to be together.Just gonna leave it all to God to do his miracles.Hopefully there will be a happy ending to something that i been wanting to have since young.

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