23/09/2011

I really hate it when my father says we are useless or other stuff,I mean WTF!!seriously,all he know is calling us that..We have feeling too..-.-"how can we be good in everything??computer stuff is not my thing,how the hell do I know what to do if the comp spoils??also,who the fk download old Chinese or hokkien song???Omg,really..I though I did a lot to satisfy him..Urghhh..when to the noodle stall to help him so that he do not need to do so much staff,and all I get is this crap,WTF lah.really piss me off,sometime I really want to shout "I am not a God,how the FuCK will I know everything..I really though I was a fking useless person for sometime..Really,this is shit,SHIT..i know he did what he can for us and I am also trying to do it too..who the hell does not want to get good result and make their parents proud??He just dont understand us.I swear to god that I am not even close to him..If he is not my father ,I swear we are like strangers leaving in the same house.sometimes,I really envy Rudy and his dad.they are just the perfect father and son.I also want to have a father who joke with me and do all the stupid stuff together..But,it seem that we are just not close to each other..I can even not take to him for days..haizz..