7/12/2011

It has been a while since i start blogging,i am just too lazy too..so,school have ended,o level end too..stay at home is boring as shit..went for all the interview,but didnt call me back..-.-"..alright,let just count the number of friends i made in school for the past few years..1)Rudy tay=my best friend.he is one of the best thing that i meet.thank god for letting me know him..great guy and a great friend..2)Shakinah=best friend.all i can say is she is also one of the people i meet and can click..she taugh me lots of stupid sex stuff and yes,she is a girl..she also hate asian,cause our dick is too small..-.-".3)Katrianne=best friend.You cant forget her retardness and also the secrets we share..really go all out for her friend and is also one of the people i wish to have as a friend..4)cherlyn tei,such an thick skin person..alsoBig white EYES..5)jie hui,hanis=good friend..6)Benjamin=i am not really sure if i can call him a friend,the way he treats me is just wrong,yes sometime he is nice but sometimes he is like WTF..that is just wrong and Not the type of friends iam looking for.7)Melvin,PMS king..lol,he some how has mood swing..8)Peiyi,i don know why but i just feel that she treat the guys in the clique way better then she treat me..but still,great friend still.9)jolene,Matt,Kevin..jolene Is a very nice person but we arent that close..Matt is a Fker that just like to insult people..but again,he is nice sometimes and i just love it when shak and him fight.As for kevin,well, a very arrogant bitch and i don like to talk to him...oh well,he is still in the clique..there are alot more people that i yet to type..well,i am lazy to..LOL,how can i forget 10)Shawn Yeung,Victoria,Shawn NG...shawn Y is a very nice person and really kind..Victoria is like a unstable bomb,at a moment,she can laugh at you and the next,she shout at you..LOL.Shawn Ng,well,i got to say this asshole is like bigbrother to me..although he is kinda bitch in sec 2,he taugh me lot and lot of thing..and now i am a very strong person.thanks to him.i am also impressed by the way he thinks and talk..you really got to guve it to him..oh well,let hope he stops insulting people..i type really lot here..and thank god for all this friend that i have,cause of them,i am who i am now..

06/10/2011

Oh my,it's been a week since I blog..haha,Shak is not angry anymore..and 2moro,going out to H and M to buy present for mother pei..lol..even since she call me Jesus,I start to call her Mother which stand for mother Mary..bluff her by telling her that we not celebrating her birthday and we are giving her a surprise..we will bring the cake to her house outside and I think she will be touch to tears accordingto what she told me about what hazel did for her during pei pei birthday..haha,CAN'T WAIT!!!

02/10/11

Somehow,after calling Shak and talking to her,I can sense this big gap between us.this never happen before when I talk to her..although she says I am paranoid,i know she just can't forget about what Rudy and I did to her..well,shall take a step at a time..on Friday,ben and cogels told me that they been observing about something,which is Vic liking me..WTF,lol..that was my first thing that came to my mind..lol,seriously,she isn't my type and I am not her type...Lame,we are like bros..lol,couple??no way lah..got school 2moro,can't wait for math to see what peiyi will do to me for the incident..will she scold me or ignore me??Will find out 2moro..

29/09/2011

Today,I though it was even worst then yesterday but it got better after what I did not expect happen..Shak told me that she is indeed very pissed with us..thank god she message me,telling me all this.I really felt better then yesterday.That feeling really suck...I really hope I settle everything before peiyi birthday cause I promised her to give her a big one this year.yes,I am not going to school 2moro and I will be studying at home..really grateful that this friendship is not going to break and hope it will be stronger after this shitty incident...really feeling guilty about it..Why cant it just happen to me instead,my god,if the chair break because of me,I still can laugh about it,but it happen on her..that was the first time I saw her cry..Never in my life I saw Shak cry before..-.-"thank god it is over and I hope that I learn from this incident that always help a friend in need instead of laughing at a concer cause if you do so,u aren't fit to be a friend to him or her.

28/09/2011

Today is the one of the worst day of my life,I swear to god..I expect my friend to be there when I need help and when I see Shak needs help,I didn't even help her,WTF,I even sit there an laugh.WTF is wrong with me.she cried and even want to KILL herself.Omg,what have I done,thus just show what I will do when my friend is in need.I really really hate myself for laughing at her.FML,this is really a friendship I dOn want to break,she is really a important friend to me.GOD,only u can help me now..OMG,what have I done..Please don end this friendship..Please..FML really..

26/09/2011

Yesterday,went to celebrate Matt birthday,went to Sempang bedok.Spent $22 for 8 dishes,it is super worth it.the kangkong was good same goes for the stingray,Lol,one word to describe"SHIOK".then when to tampines mall to eat Hagen daz..the Fondue is OMG,the ice cream
Also..really really very good..haha,didn't go to school today cause I wanted to study at home and I did..Went for night study and everyone was like "basket,never come school today"..lol.Shak say she going,in the end also never go..WTS,bluff me..today,I also saw the girl that I talk to when we were playing volley ball,name Nicole,not sure if she is also LIM cause I saw it from facebook.Shawn Y says I have weird taste with girls,I don think so cause everyone go for their own taste,right?Anyway,I have nO idea how to talk to her,I shall ask Melvin to introduce me to her..LOL,WTS,despo max..-.-"

23/09/2011

I really hate it when my father says we are useless or other stuff,I mean WTF!!seriously,all he know is calling us that..We have feeling too..-.-"how can we be good in everything??computer stuff is not my thing,how the hell do I know what to do if the comp spoils??also,who the fk download old Chinese or hokkien song???Omg,really..I though I did a lot to satisfy him..Urghhh..when to the noodle stall to help him so that he do not need to do so much staff,and all I get is this crap,WTF lah.really piss me off,sometime I really want to shout "I am not a God,how the FuCK will I know everything..I really though I was a fking useless person for sometime..Really,this is shit,SHIT..i know he did what he can for us and I am also trying to do it too..who the hell does not want to get good result and make their parents proud??He just dont understand us.I swear to god that I am not even close to him..If he is not my father ,I swear we are like strangers leaving in the same house.sometimes,I really envy Rudy and his dad.they are just the perfect father and son.I also want to have a father who joke with me and do all the stupid stuff together..But,it seem that we are just not close to each other..I can even not take to him for days..haizz..

22/09/2011

Tomorrow is the audition,OMG,I am really afraid that I screw up my performance.I really really want to perform on stage just one..But the other team are good. Malcolm and Marvin are also performing,that mean they are in for sure.3 more teams to choose among so many..-.-"Please,don't screw up tomorrow..O lvl faster en so I can enjoy my life..8 more weeks to freedom.

20/9/11

When to schoOl in the morning...Really had a great fun with my friends..REALLY SAD that this is gone to end..DAMN.Hanis also taugh me a new word which is "MY GAWD".lol,randomly just pick out what she said to me and irritate her.Haha.Yiifeng also miss sitting beside me cause now there is no one to disturb her anymore..I love to irritate girls,is it just me or all the guys in the world is doing too..It seem that it is a guys job to irritate girls.Yes,I admit that I do hate people for what they do to me,like li hui,but after sitting beside her for 2 days,I really find her ok.Maybe,her mood is good,well,I just have to wait and see.after peiyi told me about her,I reconsider again,WTF..I mean,do I really like her in the inner one or just going for the appearance.WTS.I need to get things right...Man,this is crap..I really have no idea how to talk to her also,we don talk much ether..GOD,GIVE ME A SIGN PLEASE...

18/09/2011

Yesterday,went out with peiyi,Jolene and Shak.Also bought tshirt for matt as his birthday present.yes,hang out with them is a very enjoyable thing to do..Laugh all the way..we when to fich and co,freaking full after eating 3 plates if salad and the main course,then went to eat fondue..OMG,Heaven..On Friday,the surprise party for Vic was a fail one,lol,but still had funny.played the new FIFA12,not much different though.Oh,Vic and I decide to ask Marvin into our group..we decided to do stop this train by JOhn Mayer.how cool is that.let just hope everything is fine And we won't screw up the audition,I just love the nervousness when I perform..WTS..lol.

15/09/2011

Today,Shawn Y told me that 5C is doing Count on me.Wth,I mean Vic and I were also doing that song.We changed it to John Mayer Stop this train.Lol,luckily I have been praticing for this song for a long time.Not really a problem to me to play the song.I really hope that we can perform on the graduation day.It will really mean alot to me and also a great ending to my secondary school life.The Malay food wil be miss,the teacher will be miss and also the uniform will be miss..O lvl Is coming soon,6 weeks more.BRING IT ON..IM READY.will really miss the time that I spent with my friend and classmate,there will not be any chance for us to do this again..This year really past very fast.It is October already.I think I may congress to her again if I see her on graduation ceremony.Since this is the last time I see her,why not give it a go..haha

13/09/2011

Today,I spoke to Mr K about my cousre and the school that I wan to study..Marketing is my choice and if I get into it,I wouldn't regret.Vic also help ke sign up for the audition for graduation ceremony..I really really wan to perform..I have been waiting for the chance for quite a while..Victoria was kind enough to perform with me..Haha,Kat plan a birthday party for her this Friday and I have no idea what to get her..-.-".3 more weeks to graduation day,Damn,I am so going to miss my classmate,the times we spend together,not sure if I would cry on that day,lol..

12/09/2011

First day of school..SHAG!!!lol,went for science class and they band us again,yes,instead of Mr lai class,I went to ms tan class..DAmn,I hate this banding shit,it is somehow deciding who is smarter than who.Math class also,lucky I'm still in Mr Ng class,HENG ah,although he is a doubleside Face man,still,he can teach Math way better than Mr Philip..went to night study,was also shock that only 30plus people went for it.lol,had a conversion with Shak yesterday,somehow,she encourage me to chase the girl again,I said I want to msg her today,lol,I can't find her number.It must have been deleted after the updating of my phone....-.-"SAD..Damn,I have no idea if I am despered to get a girl..what the hell is wrong with me..Damn,this sucks..

10/09/2011

When to Rudy's house for visiting.haha,his mum made the best cakes and food ever..I got to admit that I love Malay food more than others.His mum is really a great person,haha,somehow,I became her godson..I really hope that after secondary school,Rudy and I still can be close.Really a great friend indeed.Also,today,I listen to a song that encourage me to chase the girl I like and not to miss the chance..this song is call 那些年.it is really good.I think secondary school is one of the best thIng that happen in my life so far.I decide to do a math book for her.After 1 year of trying to forget her,I just cant do it.I decided,I go for it this time..yea,when I see her,I just feel helpless..Damn,got to grow some balls and chase her.haha,afterall,she is the second girl I like till now.AARON,YOU WILL GET HER..haha.

08/09/2011

Today,really boring day.I didn't do much except playing computer games.Damn,I should stop playing Dota and start studying,my result are worrying..Also,I wrote a new song..haha,I dont know where did I get all this from..Anyway,I am using my iPhone to blog,how cool is that.Didn't expect it to work..I learnt that the unexpected alway come and the expected ones alway out of my reach..this is bad...Papa got an Xray for his lungs,I have no idea what to do..this is worrying..Damn,I will have to take this family alone if something happen to him,GOD,please bless him..He is a good man.Also,I saw how close Sharon jie jie and her ahma is.it makes me very envious.I mean,I do not know how to talk to my grandparents..when I talk to them,there is this awkwardness.I did not carry out my plan to bring them to the HUGE merry go round..soon soon,after O's..haha.

07/09/2011

Today,i started blogging again cause i just saw some one blog..yes,i have no idea if i still like her.days ago,i dreamt of her and she look beautiful..Damn.should i chase her again?
Anyway,today,i went out with Sharon jie jie and Freddy.i ate this FREAKING HUG BURGER with 5PETTIES..FULL max.Also,went to Sharon ahma house to eat curry,NOT BAD SIO..
I know that if i fall in love now,i will screw up my O's.But not having a relationship for 4 years is no joke.
I want to be love too.Damn,i have to get 15 point for my course..Hopefully,i will get in to Marketing.
that all for today,shall blog again next time.